I really don’t remember what I ever saw in you. Sure you were cute. But you’re not the person I thought you were. I dreamed of you being kind, caring, and always there for me. That was a dream, not reality. In reality sure you can be nice sometimes, but you also can be rude and such a jerk. Too bad you couldn’t be the same boy as in my dreams.
Me. I’m wrong. For letting you get me. For getting hurt because of the fact that you don’t care. For being sad even though I know you shouldn’t care anyway. The only person you should, and do care for is yourself and 'herself'. Yes, it hurts. No, it shouldn’t, but it does. So, you know what? I’m not letting you make me feel this way anymore. You’re not allowed to have this kind of power, this hold on me. It’s just not fair. And it’s not right.
I know these are really not worth to post and to be said. but it was my fucking thought when I'm trying to hate you. and the way to hate you is.... blaming you for all of my mistakes even I know that it was pure my fault. not you.
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