random post

Everything is about to change
We face tomorrow as we say goodbye to yesterday
A chapter ending but the stories only just begun
A page is turning for everyone

We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go

But yesterday's gone, we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know you,
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever.

I’ll always remember you.

(via: biggirlswontcry.tumblr)

hi ltnu!! yah hello blog. this is it.. my random post. you don't have to read if you don't want to he he.

*thinking*

hmm "It's good to know that you have someone who will not have the intentions of breaking your heart. Instead, he would be willing to mend it, picking up the broken pieces of your heart that your past love have scattered in the ground." yea that's the one i'm waiting for.

now i'm just trying to accept the past, face today and hope for the better tomorrow. I always convince myself that everything's happen for a reason and God had lined a best plan for me..

I can admit that sometimes my unstable-side still appears at most of times, and I still can't handle it. but trust me I'm trying to be better.

I'm still waiting for the person who can stay true and accept me for who I really am, maybe the person that could guide me to be better too.. the one that I'm talking about now is the 'new' boy I would like to get in my future hehe.

I'm kinda boring to post something with "lovelife" lable actlly

. *sigh*

"If it's meant to be, then it'll find its way"

so i must be no worry this time, jalan masih panjang ya. dan Tuhan pasti udh nyiapin yg terbaik (:

move to another topic.

FRIENDSHIP

mereka lebih dari sebatas temen atau sahabat buat gue. they're like my family. gue sayang bgt dan gamau kehilangan salah satupun dr mereka.

tp kadang kita complicated. kata seseorang nihya.... "GO itu keliatan banget saling sayang tp kadang mereka juga bisa secara gak langsung nyakitin satu sama lain". nyesek gasih denger kyk gitu dr org lain. tp gue akuin emang ada iyanya juga sih. ya wajar gt kayak kalau gue lg berantem sm adik atau kakak gue atau sm nyokap, pada akhirnya jg baikan2 lagikan. ya itulah keluarga. seberapapun pernah saling benci atau merasa tersakiti tp kita gabisa mungkirin kalau kita emang saling sayang dan saling butuh :) gue kangen satu sekolah sm kalian semua lagii. kangen bgt masa2 kita barengan, kangen semuanya deh..& I can't describe how much I Really love my GO :"D

kita ber7 :) kika gita ody ulfa tiara chinta. parts of go juga. tp mereka lebih spesiaaaal. idkwhy. kita banyak ngelewatin masa2 sulit jg tp insyaAllah gak akan pernah goyah. Amin.

mau jujur. kdg gue ngerasa kalau kita gak msh gak terbuka satu samalain hehe. gue jg gitu. msh poker face. But I always wish we could be much better :) untuk satu samalain kedepannya. atleast buat diri kita masing2 dulu. lysmmm

Sagita & Kendy entah kenapa aku ngerasa cara temenan kita itu sweet bgt. setiap aku inget kalian aku ngerasa kalau aku nggak sendiri. masih ada org se sweeeeeet kalian. tp...... aku kdg suka ngerasa gak berguna banyak gt. aku suka "don't know what to act and what to say" kalau kalian lg nyeritain ttg mslh kalian. tp percaya deh. i love you more than you two really know. so much. aku cm pgn km tau kalo aku harap kita bisa forever. more than forever. amiin. aku harap kita gak pernah punya masalah yg serius yg ngebuat persahabatan kita runtuh(?). aku harap kita gabakal berubah. aku harap kita keep sweet and loving each other <3 sebenernya big thanks to raldi jg, kalau gada dia kita bertiga gabakal bisa sedeket ini wkwk

Dhian Esar. temen yang hampir setiap hari ketemu. kalau udh sharing pasti all out. apalagi kalau ketawa sampe jungkir2 balik wkwk. kita jg belum kenal lama tp gue udh bisa ngerasa takut kehilangan. sempet ngerasa pokerface tp sekarang udh engga dong :) kalo gasuka langsung nyablak ngomong kalo bete lgsg bilang tanpa ngerasa terpojok. gue ngerasa mereka tau bgt cara nyampein sesuatu tanpa ngebuat gue tersinggung. kayaknya kalo sm mereka klop gt. gue bersyukur ketemu kalian di kehidupan gue yang baru. banyak hal2 yang gue gatau jd tau. gue banyak belajar. tp keseringan kalian yang bisa ngebuat hari2 gue brighter :3 kalian tuh yang bikin gue semangat masuk sekolah jauh-jauh. apalagi dhian ->

we do almost all of the stupid things together! Ega - Dhian = Kelas tenang aman dan tentram. begitupun sebaliknya.. tiada hari tanpa ngakak. kita suka buat lawakan sendiri. kalo orang2 lagi pada garing kita gamau ikutan /:) ngebuat suasana sndiri pasti. ngelawak2 sendiri dan akhirnya jg ketawa2 sendiri-_-. tp gue belum pernah nemuin temen baru setulus lo jg hehe. rela nemenin gue pdhl itu cm nyusahin lu doang. banyak deh. btw capek nih di depan komp terus. aku sayang dhiaaan uuuu :p

mereka semua mean so much. mereka orang2 yg paling bikin gue takut kehilangan.setelahorangtuadankeluargague. I want to keep them in my life forever. gue sayang banget pokoknya.

ok i think i must end this post. and sorry for my bad english. hv a nice day everyone. thanks for reading (: